I was sixteen years old and a junior in high
school when I first started preaching. Sixteen when I first began to grapple
with what it meant to have "good news" to share with the world.
A
Christian comedian came to my public high school to share a portion of his show
with the student body. Now, I ask that you momentarily suspend questions and
judgment about separation of church and state and the appropriateness of having
such an event in a public school. For now, I just invite you to listen to my
story of how I have come to understand the meaning of "gospel" and how it might
apply to our liberal religious movement.
After the show, in which the
performer shared with us both comedic and tragic aspects of his life, he
invited us to attend his full-length show later that week, which I did, along
with some of my classmates. This show was explicitly and intentionally more
evangelical in nature. He testified to the saving power of God in his life and
to the transformational impact of asking for and accepting a personal
relationship with Jesus as Christ, personal lord and savior. At the end of the
show, the comedian asked those present to search their hearts and lives and to
ask themselves if they were happy, fulfilled and satisfied with the meaning in
their lives. He offered what I came to know later as an "altar call". Those of
us in the audience or congregation, the distinction blurred somewhere in the
midst of the show, were invited to come forward onto the stage and ask Jesus
into our hearts. Trembling with excitement, fear and anticipation, I walked on
shaky legs up to the stage, accompanied by one of my friends who had already
been "saved". I joined others on the stage in praying for Jesus to come into my
heart
into my life. I accepted the fact that I had been born into sin,
that God had given Jesus as his only son to wipe clean the sins of the world. I
vowed to reject the works of Satan as evil and corrupt, to serve God, to live
in his light and to share the good news that his son had been sent for me and
for all to redeem our sinful race. I was ecstatic. I was overcome. I sobbed. I
prayed forgiveness for my evil ways. I opened myself up to whatever positive
power and energy I understood God to be at that time and asked it into
myself
into my life
into my heart. In short
I was
saved.
I left that auditorium with my friend, who advised me that it was
easy to experience the ecstasy of salvation, but that living the Christian life
was a much more difficult venture. I must not "backslide". I must work to
implement and maintain the principles I had just been exposed to. I must study
the bible to further and more clearly discern God's plan for me and for the
world. I must join a church where I could find Christian fellowship that would
provide support and encouragement for me to live the kind of life I was being
called to live as a child of God, newly cleaned with the blood of the crucified
Christ. I listened to all of this
still high on the rush of opening myself
up to that incredibly powerful energy of the holy
and agreed. In order to
make this sustainable
in order to hang onto this high and implement the
promises and vows I had just made, I needed religious community.
In the
months that followed I attended the "First Assembly of God Church" in a large,
metal-sided building on the outskirts of town. There I became involved in the
youth group. I met and developed friendships with others my age who were
struggling with how to live a "Christian" life in this secular and sin-filled
world. We prayed together. We played together. We sang together. We worshipped
together. In this setting I was baptized in the Holy Spirit, spoke in tongues
when my spirit moved me beyond words, clapped and danced and shouted,
"Hallelujah!" in the rows and in the aisles. And at every service, there was an
altar call. Every time we met, we were reminded of the fact that we were
sinful, but that God loved us. And, to quote the Christian scriptures, that
"God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, Jesus. That
whosoever believeth in him shall not perish, but have eternal life." (John
3:16). That passage was burned in my brain. This, I was told, this is the
gospel. This is the truth that I was called to live, to learn, and to proclaim.
And that's exactly what I did.
It was really quite simple, actually. You
see, there was a formula. They handed it out to us on cards and in pamphlets.
We were to use this formula in "witnessing" to others about the transforming
love of God and the power of his son Jesus as a personal savior. There were
specific biblical references pointing towards the sinful nature of man (Rom
3:23), the connection between sin and death (Rom 6:23) and that the only way to
overcome this was through acceptance and proclamation of Jesus as personal lord
and savior (John 3:16, Rom 10:9-10). It was all right there, spelled out - a
calling card gospel, of sorts - to be preached, believed and
lived.
Eventually, however, I became dissatisfied with my fundamentalist
evangelical church home and what I perceived to be some of its inconsistencies,
hypocrisies and closed-mindedness. I found my way to Catholicism where I spent
most of my time in college. Now things might be changing now, but my experience
of Catholicism in the midwest was that it was not an evangelical or
proclamatory, testifyin' tradition. Here I was not challenged to proclaim a
gospel. Rather, I was challenged to contemplate and to honor ritual. My drive
and need to testify - to share good news - abated.
Recently, however, it
has been revived.
While reading a text for my RE curriculum course by
Catholic religious educator, Maria Harris, I encountered anew the concept of
proclamation. Harris, in her arguments regarding the function and life of
education within the congregation, posits that proclamation is an essential
aspect of the life of Christian communities. Some of my classmates balked at
this notion. But I find myself with a renewed curiosity
and a renewed
passion for preaching
for testifying
for sharing good news.
In
the context of this idea, I have found myself asking a series of questions that
are at once critical and informative, I believe, of the tradition in which we
stand as religious liberals. What would it be like if we had missionaries that
went door to door like the Jehovah's Witnesses or the Mormons? What would an
evangelical branch of Unitarian Universalism look like? What if we were called
to devote a period of our life to the growth and development of our faith and
our religious communities?
I recognize that this line of questioning
might begin, immediately, to tread not only upon the sensitivities of those of
us who have come from other, more evangelical traditions, but also upon those
born and bread UU's or those previously "un-churched", who value the identity
of our tradition as one that does not "preach" or "recruit". We seem to place
great stock in the idea that ours is a tradition that draws the thinking person
who is not be swayed by the emotionalism of revivals, fire and brimstone and
fear of eternal damnation. Still, I cannot help but wonder
what
if?
And then I come to the point where I realize what appears to me to
be the heart of the challenge. What would a gospel of Unitarian Universalism
be? What would we claim to be our good news? My own immediate answer to this
stems from my original exposure to Unitarian Universalism just five years ago
in Lexington, Kentucky. I was seeking a religious community with my partner at
that time. He, coming out of the Southern Baptist tradition, and I, most
recently Catholic in identification, visited the UU church because we had heard
that it was a place where gay folk and religious plurality were welcomed and
honored. After a few visits I was hooked.
So is that the gospel of
Unitarian Universalism? Inclusion? Making a place at the table for all of the
misfits? I've often heard folks refer to our tradition as one in which they
felt at home because, "they wouldn't have us anywhere else."
As a friend
and colleague of mine has echoed upon hearing this proclamation, "I sat at that
lunch table in high school. I don't want to go back."
So
if it's
not inclusion and toleration, what is it?
Perhaps our good news is
something that's more immediate
more applicable to our time and place? The
sticking point that I often reach when discussing scripture with my mother, an
evangelical, orthodox Episcopal, is a disagreement about the inerrancy of
scripture. She takes the theologically traditional and conservative stance that
the Christian scriptures are the verbatim word of God - inspired and written as
truth for all time. I, meanwhile, take the theologically liberal and critical
stance that the Christian scriptures - and any other document for that matter,
religious or otherwise - must be understood within the context in which it was
composed. I believe that proclamations are designed and suited for the time and
place in which they are proclaimed. Thus, our good news may be construed as
something that is specifically applicable to our modern age.
Taken in
this light, could our good news be about the anti-racism work of the Unitarian
Universalist Association supported Journey Towards Wholeness campaign? Is it
about the social justice campaigns leveraged by the Unitarian Universalist
Service Committee in foreign countries and in the United States to fight for
the rights of the poor, the oppressed and the under-represented?
Or
shall we go back further in our Unitarian and Universalist roots? In the 1800's
in the United States, Unitarian and Universalists were actively engaged in
battles for theological and social reform. Theologically themed pieces such as
Hosea Ballou's "Treatise on Atonement" - arguing the case for Universal
salvation - William Ellery Channing's "Unitarian Christianity" and Theodore
Parker's "Transient and Permanent in Christianity" stood at the forefront of
the formation of our liberal religion on this continent. Their preaching called
for new understandings of God and humanity. On the social front were reformers
that included numerous Unitarian and Universalist women, such as Margaret
Fuller, Susan B. Anthony, Anna Garland Spencer and Judith Sergeant Murray,
arguing for such causes as suffrage, abolition, temperance and
education.
Yet still
I find myself dissatisfied with these
examples. And I find myself on common ground with my mother, the conservative
Christian, who believes that the Christian scriptures and the God they portray
are enduring and unchanging. I find that I, too, want to know truth with the
capital T. I yearn for a good news that I can proclaim and that we can proclaim
that is tied to a broader, more inclusive and more enduring vision of ultimate
reality
therein lies the complexity of the situation
the gospel that
I seek is one that honors the fact that our truth exists eternally but is
embodied every generation in a different way
how can I preach this? How
can I proclaim this to the world? Must I re-invent?
And then I
remember
ah
no
we have principles and purposes. Granted, these
were not adopted until the 1984 and 85 General Assemblies. And this is not a
creed. We are not bound to these principles or this covenant. It is voluntary.
Congregations must not sign on to adopt these when they are formed or when they
choose to affiliate with our association of congregations. However, for me,
they form the grounding from which I can speak about the good news of Unitarian
Universalism. They validate the use of individual conscience and right to free
searching and development while holding that within the context of the
relational web of existence, protecting against the extreme individualism that
pervades our culture today. These principles and purposes acknowledge, name and
give voice and weight to what Unitarianism and Universalism seem to have been
about since the beginning, while still leaving room for various theologies and
ideologies. The original Universalist argument that a loving creator god would
never damn any of its creatures to hell opened the door for various
permutations of Universalism and the eventual opening to humanistic and
non-theistic theological stances within our tradition and eventually to the
verbalization of a belief in the "inherent worth and dignity of all persons and
a respect for all religious traditions. Both Unitarian and Universalist
arguments were grounded in faith in individual conscience and the validity of
reason
setting the stage for affirmations of democracy and free
searching.
Still, the question echoes in my mind, "Why do we need a
gospel, Matt? Or is it just you?"
To be honest, I believe that both are
true. In my own life and religious journey, I have been fed and nourished by
the good news of many traditions. The explicitly proclaimed good news of love
and forgiveness within my Christian roots was and is affirming for me. The good
news of Buddhism about relinquishing self feeds me and helps me on my journey.
The gospel helps me to get a handle on what I can gain from a
tradition.
Which is why I think we as Unitarian Universalists need to be
intentional about the gospel we preach. We need to know how to convey the good
news that we have for the world. If we are not clear about it, others will be
clearly misinformed or just plain wrong. And how do we hope to grow and thrive
if we do not act and speak our truths as we know them both globally and
locally? We must be not only active in the world but vocal.
So it seems
to me that the gospel of Unitarian Universalism is implicit in the purposes and
principles that we already have. That gospel is one of inclusion. It is a good
news that no one deserves to be shut out of the glory of the global community
that we are constructing. As we go about the work of the world, we strive to do
it in a way that honors all persons, all beliefs, all faiths and all
searches.
Our gospel is that the news is good
that we are
good
and that the world is worth living in. May we preach this good news
with our lives as well as our mouths. |